Okay, kid, this is where it gets complicated...

May 31

I keep saying “maybe I’ll stop getting migraines when….”

And for a while, it will stop

And then it comes back.

I. Am. So. Tired. Of. This.

All I want is to go home right after school lets out but whether I walk, take the bus, or wait for my dad, I will not get home until 3

And I just feel guilty asking for rides when I am out of the way

So I’m walking and it’s so hot and I’m wearing a black shirt and jeans

Masturbation is good but it is not the best

May 30

Can’t stop watching impractical jokers omfg

“Father’s Day coupons for the man who gave birth to you”

Okay groupon

I’m pretty sure I have nothing to do right now but I could be wrong

Either way I feel pretty okay

All my end of the year stuff is set, money for trips are in, unified book is done, unified shirt is decorated, psych project is in the works and should be done in school next week, physics project done, film studies project date and plan is set and shall occur and run smoothly

All I need to do is give Mr. A my make up work in the next two weeks and I’ll be done

Oh and I need a graduation dress

But besides that. Yay

I’m 3 chapters into 50 Shades of Grey and there are quivering female hormones just radiating from it

I’m done. I just need to convert this to a PDF, give it to my dad to take to the print shop and they’ll be ready for the shows Thursday and Friday. I’m pretty proud of myself for doing this all in one night…

I wish everyone could meet Jack. he’s a sophomore with autism that I know from Unified. some of the things he does just make me cry from laughing because it’s stuff no one would ever think to do, and even if it’s inappropriate he WILL find a way to do it. he doesn’t really let anyone stop him from doing anything which can be good and bad…

but today was Gary’s birthday so Jack took a microphone (which usually ends badly, and anyways you’re not even supposed to have the mic unless you’re in the production crew) (also if you didn’t know, UT is practiced on a stage with about 150 people) while a few people were trying to take it away from him and he just said “today is Gary’s birthday, so we are going to all sing Happy Birthday… to the tune of ‘Hallelujah.’” and he started singing it… in the tune of Hallelujah

it might have been the best thing I’ve ever seen anyone do

Anonymous asked: lol @ you thinking you can get a PhD. you're barely passing high school

Let’s think about this message for a minute, shall we:

If you read the post you are referring to, you would know that I said that I was not going to get a PhD in an academic subject.
You would also realize that I never even implied I was going to get a PhD; I simply said I was planning on going to graduate school to pursue a career.
Unless you have access to my grades, you have no way of knowing if I’m “barely passing high school” or not. I don’t make a post every time my grade raises up so I could have perfect grades right now and you wouldn’t even know.
Even if I was “barely passing high school,” why would it be of any concern to you?
You’re writing to me from Pennsylvania. Clearly you are someone I do not know.
You’re writing from anonymous, which, since I don’t know you, was pointless.
I’ve noticed that generally, anyone who starts off an insult with “lol @ you” is just bitter.
I don’t know what your motive in writing this message was, but I’m going to kindly ask you to please never do this again to me or to anyone. Because your words mean nothing.
Honestly, if you’re going to come back (which typically, people who like to say bitter things to me on anonymous never fucking do), I’d really like you to explain to me why you wrote this. Because it isn’t like I’m going to just drop my future plans because of a stranger on the internet, because that would be stupid. It’s equally as stupid to randomly harass people you don’t know because you think it’s fun. Are you bored? Did you have a bad day? Let’s talk about this.